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12 กันยายน 不知不觉上一次来这里可能是七月初,不知不觉,这个夏天在恍惚中消失了.
好像做了许多许多事情,又好像什么都没有发生,在时间流失中的我睡着了.
醒来时,很茫然的问自己,现在是几时,自己在哪里,在做些什么......
记得6月底,官司打完了,好像轻松了一个星期,开始了无止境的stock options的case,中途,又被拉上了现在的这个project.只记得,过去的5周中,好像有4个周末是在加班中渡过,剩余的时间,除了加班还是加班,10个小时,13个小时,14个小时,每天的工作是无边无境的.最悲惨的是连忙里偷闲的上网机会也被剥夺.生命中唯一的目标就是要把事情做完,早一点回家,多睡30分钟...
在忙碌中,偷偷的去了一次tampa,也是为了工作,可总归是换了个环境.夏天的florida真是热,每天一场暴雨,好像要把堆积的闷热都散发出来. 再有就是去michigan的森林中悠然的待了一个周末,好像大部分的时间是在游泳池中睡觉.回来后,晒成了一个小黑鬼.之后的某个周末参观了埃及展,星期六早上七点,感觉竟然像似回国,满处都是人山人海,再有就是和冰窖般冷的展馆. 记得在所有的展品中,最喜爱的是一把纯金的小匕首,非常精致可爱美丽.
好像又到了要睡觉的时间了.眼看每分每秒的时间在我身边流失,很无奈,我没有能力抓住它.... 18 กรกฎาคม 玩儿的我晕头转向最近除了加班就是忙着玩儿，先后去了concerts, six flags, 动物园, 还有和朋友出去吃饭 （喝酒的部分好像已经省略了），7月4号国庆节的派对，放花，再然后就是这个周末刚刚从michigan度假回来，周末竟然忙的不亦乐乎，似乎比加班还要忙。照片太多了，还没来得及上。上个周末100度的天气在一片森林中和游泳池里度过，皮肤也终于晒的有点颜色了。当然，被蚊子叮的包无处不在，从眼睛到脸，胳膊和腿。有个阿姨好高兴我的存在，造福了大家。
本来还想去摘樱桃，好像已经过了季节，要等明年了。下个目标是出海钓salmon :) 刚刚发现lake michigan可以租船出海滴 ^____^
这个周末终于可以呆在家里好好休息一番。抱回来的冰激凌机器都还没有碰过，准备这个周末试验，从芒果和绿茶开始:P 再有就是给tiger和小p shave。他们俩的毛毛真是太长了，看起来实在痛苦。
最近的情况就是这样，不知道大家过的都好不，忙的没有联系，好对不起你们啊 >< 13 กรกฎาคม Fortune cookieFortune cooke said happiness will bring me good luck, but where is happiness?
*Happiness Hunting* 23 มิถุนายน Barenboim's farewell to chicagoDaniel Barenboim conducts his final concert with the Chicago Symphony at Orchestra Hall
09 มิถุนายน blogging and mood swingi finally had time to check out everyone's blog this afternoon, and realized that by reading all of your stores and looking at the pictures, it gives me HUGE mood swings.
first of all, i can't wait to share those INCREDIBLY ADORABLE pony pictures that i saw at JJ's blog!!!
they are the cuttest babies ever...
and to jj...thank you for letting me "borrow" those pics w/o asking...i just can't wait to share them with everyone :)
and...i don't think i want that car from dad anymore, i am gonna ask for an exchange of pony :D
i was happy, smiling with happiness after reading jj's post, but afterwards, i stopped by someone else's blog and read a story...all the sudden, i was depressed and sad. i can't deny that he is a great writer and it is a wonderful touchy story, but... its just so sad :'(
sometimes, i just feel that i have too much emotions and get involved easily with pretty much everything and all little things. a minute ago, i could be laughing with tears, and then all the sudden, i would be sad and depressed by doing something else and get confused easily.
at times, a friend would tell me...oh i know what you mean or i know you really well...then i would be thinking, do you really know me...cuz i don't even feel like i know enough about myself. soo....after all this complaining, i am seriously hoping that i could be somewhat more stable as i grow more mature and definitely hoping that my kids won't turn out like me someday in the future :) and lastly, ENJOY those cute pony pics! ^___^ 01 มิถุนายน lifeppl ask if i work for money
yes, i do...but i am not working all these crazy hours for money. if u calculate my salary divide by the hours that i worked last month...the hourly rate is prolly somewhere around $15/hr ish
i work for money, the pleasure that money brings me by spending it. but when i have to work 10 to 12 hours per day and including weekends, holidays...i don't even have enough time and energy to spend my money...sadly
i'd rather have a less paying job with more free time :P oh well...i am just complaining now :)
Count down: 16 days of trials left, and i will be free!!! :D
a couple of days ago, i took a 6 pm train home, and thats the eariliest train i've taken since late Feb. gladly, the weather was too cold and rainy to do things. i just wish summer will be a little more relaxing...and hopefully, no travel needed
my closest coworkers are pretty much all gone now :( two girls and a guy left in the past month. and the rest are all traveling...in d.c. and london. i feel so isolated, but def. more productive :P
hmmm...what else is happening in my life...i am looking to switch my cell...any recommendations of good plans and phones? t-mobile is out b/c of its terrible signal problems..sprint is the one i am currently using...so only option left is cingular...but their rate is higher than what i am paying right now. what should i do?
My Silly Hair Again...
its getting too hot to put my hair down now...so i've been clipping it all the time. should i just cut it short? it will save me a lot of time from washing to drying it and clipping it in the morning :P
My WANTS
i am totally obsessed with red heels, a white purse (which is already on its way), and night gowns recently :'( there are too many goodies in this world that i want...but thats what budget is for:P, and i am a lil over budget this month...maybe more than a little......
14 พฤษภาคม 母亲节太久不更新了，问我为什么...这么复杂的问题，我就不详细回答了，只能说每天除了4，5个小时睡觉外，剩余的时间都在火车上和公司中。
今天是母亲节，我又翻出了一些陈年旧照
 带红领巾的阿妈
年轻时的阿妈 (后面有个好猥琐的男的呀，突然发现==|||)
猜猜这都是谁
 我的新鞋鞋，爱不释手 (好久没买鞋了，没想到这个月一连买了两双，唉，败家内疚中)
最近最得意的其中一个自拍(不包括鞋鞋的说) 某人说看起来dramatically sad，又有某人说很摇滚
不记得当时的心情，在按下快门的那一瞬间中，已有无数表情出现，这仅仅是被拍下的其中之一
27 เมษายน Mom's fabric theory and my views on fashionTulips and sunshine during lunch time:)
without photoshop
but msn makes it look so poor qualitied by reducing the size  Mom goes to shopping with me a lot and she always makes this one comment..."OMG, y ru paying all that money for a tiny piece of fabric that can't even cover up ur entire body!" she thinks it is a rip off that designers are charging very high prices for a piece of fabric, and it becomes ridiculous especially when there is ppl like me who would pay high prices for such a piece of fabric.
when i think abt it...it is really not that i like expensive things and see them as status symbols...if i were one of those ppl, i would be buying LV logo bags and wear gucci or chanel's logo pumps. i like fashion because it is one form of art, and it is a very fun form of art. it becomes very exciting when i see something in the shop and at the moment i see it, i know it is for me because it carries out my personality and by wearing it, i bring some sort of personalities to that piece of cloth at the same time. and it is rewarding when some stranger walks up to me and tells me that he/she likes my bag or cloth because they are sharing my feelings and lov for clothes, and beyond that, the values within these clothes.
this is a pic from Rochas' spring runway collection. ppl would prolly be surprised how much this dress would cost ($30,000) but i lov this dress so much that not because it is a rochas dress or because it costs 30K. if u look very closely, the bottom of it are imitations of waterlilies inspired by Monet's waterlilies. it is amazing that someone uses art to bring out another form of art and above all of that, it achieves a sense of beauty...and if i were rich enuf, i would spend $30K for that dress (hmm..mom must be having heart attacks if she knew what i was thinking)
in conclusion, to mom, clothes is a need and anything costs more than the cost of fabric is over priced. and to me, clothes is a form of art, just like any paintings, or ceramics :)
18 เมษายน 二三事
被老爸骂
心里很是不舒服加委屈，不过后来想想，i am actually kinda lucky...that i have a happy family, compared to all the kids with divorced parents or step parents, considering that the divorce rate is somewhere around 60 to 70 percent. 被骂就被骂吧，唉
要走了
有些事情还没开始就要结束，很惋惜，怕失去
but...i am still young and there will be more opportunites in the future
上班
getting home at 9 o'clock is sorta becoming my official work schedule nowadays. its been like this for almost 2 months now, sad? maybe...but i have a job, a nice job compared to a lot other ppl...so what can i say?
Background music
the link is really really slow...takes awhile to load up the music, but after i got kicked out by u of i's netfiles, there seems to be no place to host mp3s...so my only way is to steal links:( 04 เมษายน 我。爱。夜。more progress
Draft for my new painting
老板说，你今天可以早下班！我好兴奋ing。老板又说，大概六点半七点半你就可以早。晕倒ing
不过和前阵子比起来，这已经是很奢侈了。因为daylight saving，天还有一点点亮，在回家的路上...
最近每天下班的都很晚，天气暖了许多，渐渐的不再依赖出租车了。
走在空荡荡的马路上，发现自己越来越爱这个夜晚的城市。 02 เมษายน 静悄悄的周末春天到了，雨下个不停，好像是angel's tears coming down to wash away our sins.
好静好静，在家里待了整整两天。把衣柜从新整理了一番，我像一个little girl dressed in mom's clothes 一边收拾一边玩儿
哈，边收拾边叨唠自己的东西多，即使这样，wishlist上也还是多了两个包包，真是无可救药的说。
01 เมษายน First Post of Spring大家都在说我的网站关了...有的发信给我，有的IM我，真的是抱歉抱歉再抱歉
没有人做错什么，说错什么。只是我心里很乱，不知该怎么表达，就把这里关掉了来逃避自己和你们的问题。再打开时，已经是春天了
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这个月好像是在加班中渡过的，每天到家时间9点到12点不等，有些累，有些躁，又有些轻松。忙碌得没有时间胡思乱想。
好不容易混到了周末，本想星期五早早回家，享受一番，没想到一忙又忙到了9点，办公室里分外的安静。作牛作马了一星期，一脸卷容的我行尸走肉般的走进火车站准备回家，一个外国人冲我走来。当时听着ipod，只看见他的嘴在动，和我说着什么。我摘下耳塞，他和我打了打招呼，又说"you are very beautiful!" 我傻傻的看着他，笑了笑，好像疲倦瞬间都消失了。我想和他说...i am really not pretty..but i really really appreciate what u said to me cuz u just made my day.
Thought of the day...praising can really make a diff. to someone's life. so if i were seeing a stranger/very cute guy on the street, should i go up to him and tell him that he is very cute? ^____^
睡觉中的我们
很安详吧
BiGger tHan thE SKy
16 มีนาคม blog之前就有人说，他不会写blog，因为种种原因，朋友的前例等等。我听了只是笑了笑。
blog不是给谁看的，只是觉得可以把自己生活中的点点滴滴记录下来，就像以前写日记的习惯一样。还有就是可以在忙碌的生活中和朋友交流。
照片也不是贴出来特意给某些人来看，有些东西并不存在。
我们都拥有自己的生活，把它写出来分享给大家谈心，是一种发泄，一种记录，朋友的留言让我会更用心的来经营它。但是如果是用一种变味的眼光来看它，那这里就不再美丽了。 11 มีนาคม 时间倒流突然间翻出来了许多照片...许多许多，准备一点一点的贴出来
Baby Tiger...such a cutie
晚饭时
老爸说，Tiger 小时候根个肉球似的，那可不是一般的可爱，是...相当的可爱
<我和老妈笑倒一片>
好像就是这年开始，变得开始有点像老妈了 my first water ride...do you see those huge ppl sitting behind us? the boat was slanting toward one side the entire time and water flooded the boat entirely...and we were soaking wet LOL my evil dad and CF also put in some quarters in those water spraying thing to shoot more water at us :D
key west
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